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Well got my little cam, it's cute. It works with my mini laptop but not with my home computer, so frustrating. Turn my firewall off, nothing. Lamelamelame. Speaking of lame, the abyss of Dell hell has finally found my order for a monitor and are sending it. Month & a half late is better than never I guess. Anyway meme.



16 Things, post a photo of yourself & and 16 random things about you.

1. I love the smell of liquid almond soap.
2. My favorite color is brown.
3. I have a friend that calls me horsey girl.
4. When I die throw me in the ocean, I want my body to be eaten by sea life.
5. When I was 12 I was in love with a giant robot.
6. I don't remember the last time I was angry.
7. My favorite flower is echinacea
8. My favorite time of year is autumn.
9. I have no piercings.
10. I love the feeling of cool bed sheets on my bare feet.
11. I get insomnia alot. My body is constantly trying to make me live night hours only.
12. Favorite childhood toy was a small beanbag tiger. My mom threw him away ;_;
13. I enjoy overcast days.
14. I am half Japanese and half Irish.
15. I want to go sledding (I've never been).
16. I love the sound of train horns in the distance.

I tag Babylondonstar, Maxwell Racz & PlushBot27 !! I would tag Ramzpaul but he's a big loser & I know he won't do it :P




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Today is Daw Aung San Suu Kyi's 64th Birthday, and her 14th year as a political prisoner. May she and Burma soon have freedom.

Here is my victim of the next few hours to bring to completion. Miniature snowy type bear. I'll be jointing, excelsior stuffing, nose waxing etc. while I listen to audio books. Gets a little boring lonely sometimes. I'd like to set up a streaming webcam on stickham.com to have people to talk to while I work with my hands. I'm going to order one..

I've been contacted for a winter feature in a popular toy magazine, I'm excited. I hope to meet with one of the people from the magazine in the next week.

Disappointed with myself today. I always go out of my way to be friendly to people and I just get walked on :( anyway. Try not to think about it.




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Put flowers on Manasseh's grave today. Today is one year since he's been gone.

We were together for 13 years and it was too short. I remember the first year we met, holding him when he felt sick. I miss kissing his eyebrows. I miss his walk. He was a control freak and I loved him for it. I miss taking care of him. I miss his voice.

There will always be half of me gone.

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Cooking for carnivores tonight. Be back a little later after everything is over.



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I've finally found my body parts, very happy about it I can get back to what I was doing.

The way of the modern artist seems to be making art in assembly line format ? Found out I fail at doing that, I can never get anything done. I'm a one-at-a-time kind of person. Really lame thing to realize when you're knee deep in parts. I'll be excelsior stuffing and jointing some of this disembodied mess tomorrow. Then I go at it one by one. The rest of the day I'll be patterning.

Anyway, random numbers..

The 3 goslings on the lake behind my house are huge & so cute, scowling little faces. They're the first I've seen survive. Hope to get photos of them before they learn to fly & leave.

8 more days until Transformers 8D

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Been a little busy lately & I've been neglecting to update. Life's pretty uneventful too though, undramatic, quiet. It's nice but leaves nothing horrifying or fun to share.

Been offered free Aerosmith/ZZTop tickets. I don't know if I want them though, neither are my favorite. Watching old musicians struggling to keep up like the old days onstage is depressing. Also there's the noise, his voice. I feel like they're screaming at me. Something more relaxing for my ears I would be happier about. I'm such a hypocrite though, if they were megadeth tickets I would go. Shh

ok then, quick run down to catch up.
It's 5:30 am I have an early appointment.

Sold all my blythe except for 1 because doll hobby is more expensive than heroin addiction anymore (No I won't be starting heroin instead lol).

My house was super cleaned and I lost a big bag of body parts. Since I'm not a serial killer plush parts not human. I have to continue the search for when I get back.

This bear is the smallest one I've made so far 4.5 inch. It's WIP for upcoming doll/bear set maybe.